I am on day three of eating plan and exercise regime.

And it sucks.

Like big suck.

I am hungry, I am grumpy, I am tired, I am sore. I am also stressed at work and looking at our vending machines (which happen to be right opposite my desk) and wanting to go mental. 

I know dieting and exercise is hard, but why???? WHY??????? 

The cans of drink are looking seductively at me and whispering my name. The chocolate bars want me to undress them. The chips are playing hard to get. It is actually driving me crazy because all I want to do is take out my stress in calories and sugar. Instead I have rice crackers and peanut butter.

I know I should hate it enough to change, but right now I just hate it. Hate ALL of it. I hate health, I hate stupid exercise, I hate stupid stairs with stupid printers at the top, I hate everyone and everything I have ever met. 

Oh yeah, I am a bright ray of sunshine today.

​Day three - this SUCKS.